hello

lol, so long since the last update eyy.

I've thought of abundant this blog already, like sriously?
But something just caught me up here. Fate i guess.
Thanks to all who actually visited this blog.

:)

Merry christmas everyone, lol....... :P

Its the third day of school today.
Am not getting better yet getting worse.
I wish i could be tougher like my other friends do.
I know this is nothing but why am i thinking so much.

Currently under total depression.
I found myself having no mood to talk to anyone since after school.
Maybe its due to the new environment in school?
Sighs, yea a total different schedule which is full of those unnecessary activities.
I find myself cant take that any longer.

I cant find anyone to talk to.
I cant say this to my family members, no one can understand this,
Even me. I got no idea why am i playing the mind games all by myself.
I dont even know what am i thinking.

Im lost.
Im too afraid of what, i dont know.
You might get pissed over here, listening i keep repeating 'i dont know'.
If and only if you ever read this.
Im writing this not to let anyone to feel sympathy of me or wasting your time.
I just need to say something out.
Therefore im going to make this post as a invisble one.
Sighs.

There's only you, my blog to listen to me.
I left myself crying here silently.

Can i give up now?
I hope that tomorrow is going to be a better day.
As for today, its 7.08 pm nw.
Im still struggling with my soul and my spirit.
Every seconds give me a crying scene.
Im gona remember what i posted today.

Unknown.

Happy 2010

hello peeps.

Pretty late of me to wish al of you here, the bloggers
A very Happy New Year ey?

Well, school reopened yesterday. And everything seems to be like, back to normal routine again.
Yes. Damn hate them.
Who loves school, anyway?

It was the very first time of me to, couldnt attend the school on the second da itself.
I was sick, i mean. I AM NOT feeling well still.
After enjoyed 4 days 3 night at KL, and this is the so called akibat lah.
Currently with flu, cough, fever, headache, body aching too == , and sorethroat.
Duh..

Anyway, i really gota help myself stay on track. geez.
STPM please stuck in my head. I dont wana get influenced by any other things again.
Just wonderin why are some people with so strong of self disciplined, and i dont?
Deng,

Gota continue my maths now. And i love it, sincerely. -.-
While waiting him to awake. Ngeks.

Yours truly.

Quick update.

I just got back from KL

and tmr back to school.

wooolalala. Im SO HAPPY, not.