Attempt failed.

Well oh well.
Basically i have wasted my roughy 2 hours time on this blogspot layout thingy.
You must be wondering why i spent 2 hours in here, yet nothing cahnges right?
No, its not the invisible change type.

The truth is, i failed my attempt. My 2 hours just flew like this.
I thought to change a new layout instead of this dull one, i realised.
Its pretty black and white type ey? Perhaps not cheerful enough.
LOL.

Anyway, plan failed. And not going to proceed it till i got my mood back to do so.

Btw, i found this picture of mine here.
I saved it somewhere and i found it. lol.

Taken on the 17th of Nov 2009.

By YL or me?

:)

*reminscing that night.

So-called mini celebrate with him. Altho we spent our time for about an hour only, due to my schooling hours, and his.

But the memories were infinity to me already.
♥

Yours truly.

Being ironic

"FML"

Things are becoming a distance over me by now..

Everything with a distance, there will be no confidence.

Consider myself still a naive kid.

Over little tiny things could run in my mind for zillion hours.

Am i too free? I got nothing else to do rather than thinking of the unnecessary things?

I wish i could read on people's mind.

I just wish, i could...

C'mon Mel, get yourself back to the reality.

Stop dreaming or chasing over all those fairytales..

Seriously, do you think fairytales exist?

A real joke, everything can fades away,

The ending that we know from the fairytales aint the real ending yet, perhaps.

Who knows right?

The only thing that stays constant in our life is.. changes.

And fuck THEIR life, instead of fuck MY life.

Note to self : Fuck their life off! Care less of it.

Be reminded of it, who cares?

Laziness.

As what you can see up the title, im being as lazy as I could.
Test 1 had just over this afternoon. All of us were complaining about the papers.
Yeaa. The last 2 papers were Maths and Physics.
I find myself struggled very hard in doing maths and most importantly, time was given not enough. Damn.
Im so curious to get my result by then.

What came across us today was, our sir told us something which is pretty down.

For the STPM examination last year, only 2 of the science students scored 4flats. And another pathetic news was, this happened once in the year of 2006 till last year, no one actually scored 4 flats. Based on the satistics, it was shown that the ranking for 1 - 15 is not for science student, I can say.
After that 2 extraordinary 4-flatters, others were Arts studentss!!? till the 16th rank? Urm, roughly.
All science students were meant to be 'pooh-chi' which is MATI.

There is no other choices already for now, its so near near and nearrrr.. Just need to hope and pray for the best.

Anyway, a family photo of mine, taken last Sunday. I didnt revise for my Chemistry and went out with my family. And i find myself dont regret for doing it.

I hearts them.