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S.M.I.L.E.S



Tho I find it was kinda hard for me to do so few hours ago, but.. Im feeling much relieve now!
Been talking to my 10 years buddy, ;) He got me so inspired. Mentally and spiritually.
Well being said than done, but better than non said and not done.
Dont you think so? When we actually say something, it means the message is there, been sent to our *some part of the brains* just that we need time to accomplish it only. Forgive me for my lack-of-biology-knowledge. Hah. I shall wait for the 'time' to come.

Till... I kick you outta ma life, someday!


Booohhh!

I shall continue with my chemistry now. Chemistry is on the next 2 days' time! *Finger crossed babeh!

First Day.

C'mon people! STPM started today. I guess some of you might be kind of surprise why is that I look so freaking damn free when STPM gets even closer?
I got no idea too!

Today was PA paper2. It was all under spotted. But... too bad.
I've got a very VERY, yes indeed superbly poor memory.

But, I did my best so far. So yea.. the nightmares havent actually started for me.
Wait till my science subjects.. and Maths.
The killing weapon.

Grr. Next paper which is physic 2 this coming Thur! Wish me luck people!!
I, gota go now. ;)




*I keep thinking of post-stpm, what to do and that. Oh man! 23 more bloody effin days to gooooooo.

Direction-less

Morning world. Its approximately 7.06 am now.
Woke up kinda early today. Successful after so many attempts. *applause to myself. :D

Anyway, once i stepped onto this blogging thingy, it must be something unpleasant d. right?
Something for me to express out.

As usual, 'the problem' never ends.
All i want, need for now is everyone to be good to each other.
In other simple words, I just wana be friends with everyone?
Ok, now you see. How childish is that?

Received a text just now. And undoubtly, it's affecting my mood now. *if not I wouldnt be here.
Ughhh.

Why is that tihngs HAVE to be so complicated?
Why must they think till so complicated?
I can see colourssssss. Ya dig? YES, COLOURSSSSSSSS. Of their faces.
And what I can do is to shut my bloody mouth up and acts like I dont see, hear anytihng.

I guess that's the best I can do. As in the middle-man.
I wana stay and stand neutral. Can I? Some might have already cursing behind me, wondering which stand I would side. But hell no!

Just get out of my life. I cant wait to get out of that place. REALLY.
Life might be tougher the next ground im going to step onto, i know.. but. Sighs.
I just need to grow and learn. And accept those colouurssss. Or be on of them too!

Thats it. I've been so not-in-love with my physic these days. Maths either. Not touching it for few days already.
REAL EXAM - 11 MORE DAYS.

sighsighsigh.
kthxbye.


hopefully I can continue with my physic now.

Ended

Exams 22 more days.
Yet, tonnes of problems coming.
Stress for exam for sure.
Plus, problems among us.
They had a lil fight, which i feel, its scary.
Yes, it ended. But is this what I really want?
Conflicts. I hate you.

I miss my girlfs, very much.
Can i talk to anyone, please? :(

Today is the 31st. Which means ByeBye for October already!
See how time flies.
2 more months and its a another brand new year!
Could still remember vividly how I spent my New Year for this year.
Ahhh... memoriessss.

Not forgotten, tomorrow is the 1st of Nov.
Hmm.. some of you might link to what Im pointing at right now.
How i spent last year... was.. again, memory.
This year, You're going to spend it a different way. Which i feel, you'll prefer it much than last year. :)

Happy Birthday to you in advance, I shall wish you so privately here.
Hmm. :)

Im okayy people, no worries!
Toodles~

Hugs and kisses.

EXAMS.

One more month to go.. till the war starts.

Two more months to go.. till I go wuulala.




Bless me for heaven's sake!
Namo namo.


Updates more after i settle with my World War III. :)