How well do you understand women?

I dont think you can anyway. 

Thats because at times I dont understand myself either O.O 

Today is so blue. Lalalala. 

So, so complicated. I don't even know what I want.. this feeling sucks, ya know? Therefore leading to the grumpy me. 

Women just had to and love to push all the blame to PMS, lol. World's best excuse yo, agree? Therefore.. I presume that 'the month' is near. Mind me, if i do some harsh and impatient these days. 

Ok cut all the wordings.. Shall spam some pictures here, okie? Random summary. 

Baby girl is finally 3 years old last week! She cut her hair short too, say bye to her curly-end hair. Ngeks. 

Miss her to bits! Cant wait for my mid term break, yo! *semangat semangat abit*

Someone created this for me. Was really exhausted mentally or physically I dont know, or blame my weak body. I definitely need some supplements ok! Therefore posted that picture, it was suppose to be as in the worst condition.. i was all ready to accept all the bad comments and.. lol. 

This is somehow a cute version of delivering bad feedbacks! hehe. 

This was repost from my friend. I got no idea whats wrong with my Ig, each time I click on the Ig button and the first picture pop out is surely this. So i'll have to click on the back button or home button to stalk others' Ig pictures. Anyone having this laggy issue?  

 Ending this post with my narcissist picture. Was really really extremely, I mean really yeah bored in studio. Best way to cure boredom and uhrm.. your mood. :) And also to neutralise that pig picture hor.. Im not even near that PIG level lo. 

Thats all, bye! Need to start working on assignments yo! 

Just give me a reason

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah but this is happenin')
You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

The moment when you didnt successfully saved your assignment ( AGAIN, happened twice in a row within a week ).. I JUST FEEL LIKE KILLING PEOPLE NOW.

After spending so much time on it, and the bloody power supply just went off *POOOFF* just like that. Damn it! And now I have to add on my sleepless nights!
Agh. Just couldn't accept it! NOOOO.

I've seen too many dramas.. I've been in dramas for too frequent. I chose not to play a role anymore.

It's like.. everything got froze in this world, no one else can see me, but I can see them. I can see how they acted in a drama, feeling joyful at the peak of the drama then so remorseful and dejected at the end of it.. Meanwhile, there are some who are still acting. An endless drama. :)

Now that Im thinking back of it, I've locked myself in a world of my own for pretty some time. I lived in my own world.. so free. I think it's alright, yep Im loving it. When asked am I ready to step out of this world of mine? Im not sure. I've thought to do so.. somehow something just pulled me back. It's such a heartache looking and listening to them, to their stories. 

Im just not ready.

How long? Wait till my fear is gone.. wait till I've collected enough points and guts to take my first step out. I dont know when you see. Probably it will never happen. HAHA. Then im in total deep shit. Woops.

Okay, good day people! :) 

Dine @ Swensens

Got invitation from the cousin thus with this first time having chocolate fondue in Swensens. Dont remember the price for it prolly around Rm50, slightly lower than in Haagen Dazs.

Served with 5 types of different ice-creams consisting of mainly chocolate, coffee, mint, vanilla oreo and strawberry flavour.. Chocolate or mint one is my pick or maybe the vanilla ones too but coffee, sorry. Out of the list. Strawberry too.

Although the strawberry flavour ice cream seem not to do its job well, somehow fresh fruits strawberries definitely wins all the others already after deep dip into chocolate served with almond nuts. Yuums! There are also bananas, cherries (ewww, loser), ice cream biscuits, marshmallows and I dont-know-what. 

But hor... very heaty hor.. 

Closer look.

Once a while ok la, since its for the birthday girl. Thanks ah alien cousin for treating ! hoho.

Ohh since its a teatime break, how can we not order other side dishes. Till the end we ran our of sauce but was too shy to ask them to refill. I dont think we can refill them too, woops.

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On the other day, visited Swensens again. Auto City seems to be a little boring to me already, everytime surely scratch head on what to eat. #firstworldproblem you see.

Chicked fillet salad something I guess. Not for 1 pax but if you're a big eater you can finish them up? But I thought those who are willing to order salad for their dinner is surely with the motive to eat less/ diet/ or anything else.. so I advise you better not to eat them all up alone. 

Cheese baked rice. For this one.. close eye close ear take out your brain also you will know its mine mine mine. Who cares of diet! Cheese + chicken fillet + rice at 9pm. Sei dak mei?? Ok la.. i do mind actually if my weight increases or listen people telling me if i gained weight.. F. However good food temptation is definitely irresistible probably because I haven't reach the I REALLY CARE AND MIND level. Hurrrr.  

Next time next time.

You win food.