Lost

As from the title stated above, currently listening to it. By Michael Buble.
One of my favourite. :)

It's been quite awhile since I last blogged. Not in the real stage of REAL busy YET, its just,
I dont feel like hooking with the technologies.
I've got nothing much to update actually.
There were some outings with my classmates but mind you, im really lazy to update them.

I've been trying to spend my time as wise as i could.
No more thinking on something for 24/7. Only OCCASIONALLY.

What I realised is, this is tough. Real tough. Knowing yourself got not much time left, yet you're so spiritually weak. C'mon, just get alive, get up and move on? for real and for once?
Who loves being cheated? Everyone's the same, hates it.
The only different is, how much the impact applies on you, that counts.

When your whole nerves dont seem to get telepathy among themselves, you'll find yourself feelign lost.
The eye is seeing what cruel means. It hurts. I could feel deep cuts in my heart, and the tears were truly from it.

Yet,

Why is the heart still holding back?
Why is the mind still thinking?

Sometimes, I would really wish that, we can rewind back everything, for the better one or even worsen it.
There's no second chance in life, thats what I know.



There's always this 3 words I wanted and can never ever say to you, anymore.