Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Confession

First post from UK, oh hello. It has been more than a week already since I touched down at UK. Things are considered alright, to be honest well no, occasionally emotional but to cut those tiny piny troubles, overseas are fun. Learnt plenty of new stuff for instance to really really, cook in the kitchen ( well, mostly still microwave 'em, teehee ) and all sorts of stuff. Education systems, facilities, accommodations and everything in here if to be compared with Malaysia, oh please. Better don't. Went Edinburgh, Scotland too last weekend and I will write a proper post regarding on it. I will. Promise. To add on, we're going London too this coming Thursday for some study trips, don't think this is a holiday trip hor..

On top of my life in here, I guess those who knows me well know that I am more on writing person than a talking person. ( By here, I know some of you might be thinking oh bitch please, you're such a talkative creature! ) To clarify, I only talk to whom I feel comfortable with, which I know it happens to most of us in here. If you were to ask me to confess anything, it feels like a zillion tonnes of scones, ( haha right scones, hungry ey? ) in my mouth, I could hardly say a word, I just prefer writing them out.

Typing this in a comfy room, chilled, clean, with my favourite song playing again and again should be fun right? Yea. But with no great companion, everything seems to be in black and white. I know you stalk my blog, Gabriel Lau.. I really misses you girls sooooooo, much.

Remember the last day all of us actually went out for singing session? And our friend Lizzy got so emotional.. I think my EQ are higher than hers. ( haha ) I did manage my emotion well huh? If you girls, dear roomies are reading this, do you girls miss me as much as I do? :)

Thanks and sorry for everything.

It had been such a great time spent with all of you, those laughter, jokes, teases, lessons left a huge footprint in my life. I must have done something really good previously that God had treated me well for sending awesome people into my life.

Thanks for being my dad, mum and sis. Thanks for taking care of me while Im sick, thanks for buying food for me most of time, thank you for treating me so well for not acting selfishly in everything you do, thank you for shopping with me (its hard to find a same frequency shopping mate ) thank you and thank you. I know that I'm clumsy, fussy and lots more if to be said everything, somehow we just clicked upon that we accepted our negativity and turn them into something positive.

I've been telling myself, people come and go in life, thats normal.. I should take upcoming challenges bravely but please, let me be emotional once a while? It feels so tired to act nothing, to be strong is tiring. Im so tired now, I just couldn't manage to continue writing.
I hope that we will still be keeping in touch frequently, and... dont forget me okay? :(


Great future ahead all of us!!!



1 comment:

  1. I din stalk you, I view your blog "guang Ming Zheng da", haha!
    Seriously, I have exactly the same feeling like what you write down here...and I keep on hearing for a song after you left the room...(share to you via fb then)... Just let's have more outing whenever it's possible!!!

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